I think I've cried until I've no more tears left...

I'm going crazy... i think...

I'm talking to myself... I'm trying to convince myself that none of this actually happen...

I'm living in one of those uncontrollable nightmares where I'll wake up soon... anytime...


I've never ever EVER EVER EVER EVER loved anybody so much before..

nor liked anybody so much before...


THE CHAPTER ENDS..

everything ends...


but I'm unwilling to let go of that small hope that he might love me again...



help me..

i just wanna die.......